六级写作得了不到 130 分。yzf 说 pp 写了那么多闲话怎么写作拉了。我也很意外，毕竟第一部分的写作甚至用上了考前背的参考句式（平生第一次做这个事情）。我应该是在六级作文里写了一大堆 yspm 语，评卷老师不能理解 yspm 语的高明逻辑，于是打了低分。
时间转入了 2024 年的夏天，yspm 写闲话的频率也越来越少了。原因之一是缺少 motivation，同质化的生活就像是透过指缝的水流，刹那间的想法都被作为钓鱼信息让我送到了它们命中的终点，有些鱼咬钩了，有些鱼饵在海中消解，或许造了福，或许成了灾。每天都似乎在局部内有进展，但是哪天回望一下之前做的事情，却又觉得自己好像什么也没做，什么也没留下，十分的失败。
与 career 的 depression 相反的是军训。令人喜出望外的是，我发现理想的社交状态真的来了：每天都能跟队列里面站在我附近的同学吹水，说垃圾话。垃圾话的唱和成为了联系人们的纽带，幼儿园小朋友似的肢体接触成了消解无聊的灵丹。这些切片被收到人生厚厚的册子里，它们的底色是明亮的。它们是 entity。
听听这首小情歌。名字是 Fire in the rain.
标签：24,like,fire,08,rain,2024,re,night,Like From： https://www.cnblogs.com/yspm/p/18378425/WasteWords20240824[Verse 1]
I remember you and me
Before we knew our destiny
Never walked the road before
Though you longed to search for more
We put everything aside
With our futures on the line
I could say it's cause of you
You showed the dream we walked into
[Pre-Chorus]
I saw the danger on the way
But with you it seemed okay
[Chorus]
Cause when the evening comes
We're like fire in the rain
When the night's begun
Our desire heals the pain
And the dreams we share
They are never gonna fade
It's because of love
We're standing here today
We're like fire in the rain
Like fire in the rain
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[Verse 2]
I remember every night
I gave my hope, you gave your life
We could mend our every scar
Just by looking at the stars
In my mirror I saw you
Everything I need to see
The reflection set me free
[Chorus]
Cause when the evening comes
We're like fire in the rain
When the night's begun
Our desire heals the pain
And the dreams we share
They are never gonna fade
It's because of love
We're standing here today
We're like fire in the rain
Like fire in the rain
Like fire in the rain
Like fire in the rain
[Bridge]
When the evening comes
We're like fire in the rain
When the night's begun
Our desire heals the pain
And the dreams we share
They are never gonna fade
It's because of love
We're standing here today
[Chorus]
Cause when the evening comes
We're like fire in the rain
When the night's begun
Our desire heals the pain
And the dreams we share
They are never gonna fade
It's because of love
We're standing here today
We're like fire in the rain
Like fire in the rain
Like fire in the rain
Like fire in the rain